Since my 1st psychosis all my dreams became either neutral or bad. No happy dreams. They’re nonsense, impossible to happen in reality and illogical too. Before my 1st psychosis I had lot of good dreams and they weren’t illogical or nonsense. Like I would dream about a girl teammate in university class etc I also slept deeper and better before my diagnosis.
Now I wake up tired having difficulty getting out of bed every morning. If it wasnt for the morning coffee I would have slept all day. I also wakeup 1-3 times every night. I feel like my brain is trying to deep sleep but it fails.
I rarely remember my dreams. I did this morning though. I dreamed about the therapeutic farm community I lived on and then I was going through a city which was supposed to be my hometown looking at all the windows. I dream about my first house and the ocean too.
I have had very vivid dreams on some anti psychotics, but they were never scary, just a little anxious if anything, Like being back in school and not having homework done. Sorts of dreams. I generally have very good dreams though.