Or do you feel like many others like its a loud speaker in your brain you cant shut off.
Nope. The voices of mine are always silent toward me (least 'til I start falling asleep)… however I have an unusual amount of pain inside the left hemisphere of my brain. It hasn’t gone away… is even present when I am dreaming.
That gripping pain is the only thing that bothers me about my SZ. If that went away, I’d feel so much better. It makes the simplest things in life feel much harder than they need to.
When I wasn’t doing well, I thought I was developing sonic hearing. It used to be overwhelming… I couldn’t ignore them sometimes.
But when my meds got upped… the voices faded. That makes me think it’s all me.