Letās see the last time I cried a lot was when I was cutting up a pepper and I rubbed my eyes. Forgot all about those pepper oils, it was hurting quite severely for hours.
If Iām not mistaken, I came across somewhere in studying religion an idea that some people canāt cry/grieve and that people like that mourn by fasting.
Iām kind of like that, maybe just like Tupac Shakur the wonderful entertainter said in one of his songs:
āI canāt cry cause itās on nowā¦ā
Donāt know why I ācanātā cry but hereās that marvelous song by Mr. Shakur:
My dad whom I lived with forever passed in sepā¦ the grief was enough along with misinterpreting the bible to send me into a psychotic delusional break. I balled like a baby the first weeks to months. ā¦ now Iām still going between anger and acceptance stages of grief. What used to make me teary eyed was romance stuffā¦ happy dramatic things ā¦ ever since the therapist broke the news that I have szā¦ Iāve withdrawn socially and emotionally quite a bitā¦ I donāt know what makes me cry now I havenāt in a while. As a preteen and teen I used to cry all the time and yes it helped to relieve and now I barely cry which I think keeps me from relieving