my hubby meks me feel guilty a lot like yesterday the neighbour ad a go at me for banging the door
i said i doint cos the door was left open
anywayy irate bloke got his sledgehammer threatened me with it so i said come n do it then you idiot
anywayty hubby decided to say to me omg we will have to move now cos you upset the neighbour!!!
so last niight after a right nice 2 days of calm
the voices thundered in mi head
and this morning i was told by dominant one to drop kick hubby. i didnt
tonight made pizza for me n hubby n son
hubby just wanted pizz no garlic bread blah blah
he comes back from eating his pizza me n so have some different pizza n garlic bread n he is like oh i thought u were gonna give me some of that obe
now i dont wanna eat my pizza i feel too guilty and the voices told me to shove it in his face n say here ya go
I know a man who had a girl friend who threatened him with suicide.
She said repeatedly “if you leave me I will kill myself”.
Did this give her power over him because it made him stay when he didn’t want to.
I don’t feel guilty.
I think I’m a really nice person.
I don’t think I have anything to feel guilty of.
They used to try make me feel guilty about food saying I don’t deserve it etc but I never had anorexia n love me food..
I feel guilty about doing things against my will or others in my body doing it.
I apolagise to myself for last time I had sex .maybe if it was great sex I wouldn’t apolagise.
I apolagise for letting it happen although it’s more complicated.
One can maybe find a way to communicate about things.
Change.improve .perhaps.
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