Do normal people have to force themselves to get dressed and go out - even to nice places like flea market? To paint and write? To work? To clean the house? To brush their teeth? To pray? To have sex? To socialise?
Or is it just mentally ill who struggle with this?
I wanted to go to flea market today. It was a lovely sunny day and it was calling me to go out. And I wanted a teal turban cap.
But I struggled to get going. Its like i was paralysed mentally or something. I had to force myself to get to my cupboard and get dressed.
But eventually I did go - and I got that teal cap. I’m wearing it right now
Why oh why do I have to struggle even with basic things normal people take for granted??