On the plus side I’ve become disillusioned with some beliefs that lingered, maybe some paranoia and fears. I’m trying to remain stress free.
I gave someone a ride home, and he offered to smoke me up and then I got really sick. My vision started going blurry and I felt like something was missing. I felt almost brain dead and hyper aware. It’s really frightening and I can’t describe it. But I feel like I become everything and nothing at the same time, perhaps it causes me to depersonalize or disconnect.
I am afraid I have cancer or something. I have an ear infection and my ears are ringing and stuffed up, popping etc. I am fatigued and I can’t think straight.
I stopped hearing voices that was caused by the Buspar. I am thinking maybe I should stop taking Abilify also, because I need to get my immune system kicked up a notch. I feel like Abilify is clogging my system, internally.