It’s a strange feeling. What now? The feeling of freedom but also anxiety about what to fill the freedom, and time, with.
“Freedom just another word of nothing left to loose.” - (Kris Kristofferson).
Every second day “they” are screening me for suicidal risk … “they” are - i don’t know what you call it in english … but an out - of - hospital team where you talk to a psychiatric nurse.
I have met her before. She is fine and clever.
One thing is certain - i’m going to exercise and build up the muscles i have lost during the last two years of anhedonia.
Im feeling allright after the latest med adjustment.
