Do you wanna sometimes just
#disappear ?
Or do you wanna sometimes just
Iām too busy being calm to disappearā¦
I feel like Iām the atmosphere to begin with. Very hazy and I am the other dimesnion
I disappeared long, long, ago starting in high school.
As a middle aged woman, I feel that I disappeared right around the age of 48. All women do disappear right around that age, you know. Itās like we donāt even exist anymore. We just get ignored. People look right past us.
I must be the oddball because Iāve never considered myself anything but āplainā looking most my life, maybe I just wanted to go unnoticed for most my lifeā¦maybe, but,
48 was one of the best years of my lifeā¦no shortage of men looking at meā¦?
Interesting. I am one of those gals that had no shortage of attention. I felt like I was preyed on by men when I was younger. Actually, it wasnāt just a feeling. It was painful and I donāt miss it. I rarely go out now so I am safer plus I go to school with 18 to 22 year olds. I LOVE feeling normal and like one of the group! It is so relaxing and safe feeling. It is painful to stick out. It makes a person feel targeted. I like to feel pretty, I just donāt like the punishment that goes along with it.
edit: butā¦I wouldnāt want to be utterly ignored either. I can imagine that would also be painful
After visiting one lawyerās office in March 2000 I did disappear ā¦ but here I am ā¦ there I went to
I disappeared so much that the only address I had was a mailbox in one self-storage faclity where I kept my things ā¦
my problem is not with men or anything like that - I wanna disappear from my thoughts and life - it is a rollercoaster of adventure seeking spirit and then just live this life and just die .
Sometimes I wanna die just in hopes of being able to see loved ones and friends that have died already but I donāt know about dissappear what would I do to survive o.o Iāve never spent a day of my life in the wild trying to survive
I guess I wanna disappear into darkness - to wherever I was before being born.
Hmm very interesting to think aboutā¦ if there is life after death , is there life before life?
who knows?! life is a mystery we still can not comprehend.
Yes letās dissappear we can go catch pixies and sprinkle their dust on us and then we can fly like Peter panā¦ we just have to manage to keep thinking happy thoughts
yeah - yeah - yeah - yeah =)
I believe in life after death. I believe we are all connected to that life and it to us. It is called Collective Consciousness. We are all connected, living and dead. I also think once you die, you are free from the pains and abuses of this world. You also take complete accountability for your mistakes. Its a place of infinite intelligence and peace.
Having said that; physical life on earth is SO precious! I think those that have passed on watch us like celebrities rooting us on. I have sometimes gotten kinda tired of it all. Didnāt really want to ādisappearā but rather die. I had that happen recently but I always come back to the realization that being here is such a very blessed thing.
I hope you donāt disappear!
I feel to old now to disappear, will be glad when I go to my final resting place and the brain turns off, not that I want that, but not fearful of it. That will be the only disappearing I do now though