Got diagnosed when I was 23 now I am thirty. After in and out of psych wards and rehabs for six times I finally understood that I need meds for my health in 2019 since then till now I am doing great health wise.
The main problem in my life is I am dependent on my parents, who are old. I don’t have a job. We are financially in a good place but my guilt of not being able to earn my own living remains.
I cannot put my concentration on anything for a long time.
To go to a job seems like a big thing to me… I feel too nervous and anxious about how I can handle such things.
No motivation at all as well. I leave a task mid way even simple ones.
So how to differentiate between laziness and negatives?