I have visuals too
I did well for years on clozapine until menopause made it all go hey wire
Are you still on clozapine?
It’s been 2 years for me
Yes on abilify too but doing nothing they are getting new antidepressant for me Ben on seroxat twenty years
Generally, if I have hallucinations of this sort, I ignore them.
(1) They want me to kill myself. Why do what they want me to do? Ignore.
(2) They want someone else to kill themselves. More distressing, generally, but beyond my control.
I have two sorts too,
but they’re:
- Die, kill yourself.
- Kill others
They don’t tell me to kill anyone besides myself, generally.
I don’t respect them, and wouldn’t obey them, if they told me to do something like kill someone, though.
Obviously I don’t obey them,
or i would be in jail now or in a hospital
locked up.
But they make me distressed.
What kind of visuals? I have them also
Lights, colours, people, animals,
shadows, dots, lines etc. You?
I have suicidal voices as well. They make me believe crazy things then when I’m so caged in mentally they tell me to end it.
Do they ruin your mood?
Why our minds become our worst enemy?
I can’t understand it.
I don’t know. It’s a good question though. I’m still amazed by it. It like literally feeds off your confusion and misery. It’s crazy lol.
My hallucinations have killed a lot of good moods.
Today I had only small explorers on the floor and the usual fragmentations and scatterings. No people. Strange, no music. Hmmm.
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