I have a pretty big gap where I spent years trying to find an AP that worked for me.
My life was on pause for a long time. Just been going through YouTube, and some of the things I missed makes me feel sad
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I always enjoy finding things like music that was so good and I totally missed it first time around. I’m talking stuff from the 80’s onwards. I didn’t get diagnosed till I was 29 and paranoia used to run my life so I can relate for sure. I’ve made peace with that process though these days and it’s nice to find things that are cool.
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Well, yeah, I avoid media by choice, but sometimes I surface and think “what happened? Things didn’t used to be like this!” Like my friends daughter. 15 yo. Totally immersed in media. Almost zero actual experience and/or human contact. How and when did this happen?
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i don’t mean to frighten the newly diagnosed, the young, the hopefuls. but i was diagnosed at age 24 or so. and then it all went downhill, for many many years, about 30. i missed out on life except at 32 i had a daughter i love.
it is so hard to look back and realize how much i lost. it’s like i lost the best of my life just about.
judy
Hmm. . .
Civilization. Society. Culture. Mainstream. Underground. And Maybe Even Some 8 Bit.
The Circle Of Life.
Alpha. Beta. Games. Symbolism. And All Of The Strange.
Like A Spider Weaving A Web Of Melodies For The Lost To Wander Within.
Two Doors. One Choice. Where There Is No Maybe.
Only A Yes, Or A No.
Drink Deep The Stillness And Meditate For The Metaphorical Shadows To Calculate.
I Wasn’t Ever Sick.
I Jus Find It Difficult To Agree With Most.
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