yeah i know. i should try to think of something else that the illness but in the past with it, i was feeling like another person,not me… my mom said it sounds like ‘‘dual personality’’ but it was hell… it wasnt me, it was sooo painfulll 
It is common to have dual personality (or twin self, also experienced by one of the member on here) as far as I know among the schizophrenics.
Even local newspaper was reporting that.