Delusional or not?

Unusual Beliefs
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I don’t know what’s happening to me, I don’t understand.

I have the obsessional idea that I’m going to get kicked out of music classes when it’s just a hobby.
I have the obsessional idea that I’m going to be lectured by the teachers.
I have this obsessional idea that I’ll never make it through a whole year.
I have the idea that I will fail again.

What is this: a persecutory symptom ?
I know I’m not confident in my abilities but it’s not just about that. :confused:

Has anyone ever had these kinds of thoughts?

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I haven’t had those kind but I hope it gets better!

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Thank you @Turtle44
I am obsessed with these ideas…

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Yeah i had thoughts like that. The expectations szs have are not accurate.

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I understand obsession though, I feel like everyone from the past is out for me, and figure I’m probably online somewhere from my crazy drug days years ago, hey anything is possible, can’t stop thinking about it especially in public.

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Sounds like your experiencing paranoia which isn’t uncommon. Doesn’t sound like you are delusional at this point.

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Once you crossed the line that this is fixed - and that this IS happening and you’re not questioning it. You are in delusional territory.

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Thank you so much @Turtle44 @Kxev @anon84461028

I feel understood. And somehow it makes me feel better that I’m not alone in my thoughts.

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Yeah - definitely still experience paranoia often.

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I’ll try to start playing again tomorrow.
I can tell the teacher I had a bad week or something…
I had two songs to finish learning.

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Sounds like anxiety honestly.

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They tell me to get out of my head when I start over thinking things. Like touching something tasting something and smelling something. It really does help.

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This is a good advice…
When I read something or when I watch something on YT, I stop thinking for a moment.
Unfortunately I don’t have anyone very empathetic in my circle.
That’s why I appreciate the empathy here.

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Yes I’m addicted to this space it keeps my mind off whatever it’s trying to come up with lol

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