I have almost a compulsive drive for something, feels a bit delusion although there aren’t any beliefs involved. I’m looking for a word for it?
I have a NEED to donate blood or organs. I’m terrified of dying in a way that renders my organs useless for others, and the bloodbank’s rejection ofe due to my meds made me really sad.
I feel like I have s compulsion I can’t fulfill. The drive almost feels delusional due to the intensity.