Every time i experience delusion, i have severe constipation, i just dont get it. My constipation happens because of delusional stress or there is some related beetween my guts and delusion?
Anyone going through the same issue?
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When I was a child I had an ongoing delusion or hallucination or whatever it was in regards to my guts. I literally forcibly constipated myself horribly for years. I never told anyone what the underlying problems were, even my dad who regulary physically punished me for my symptoms I experienced. Some of those events were pretty traumatizing.
well. yes i think there is. my body reacts to my thoughts. what i mean is, when i think of a particular area on my body, i start to feel it. so maybe it is psycho somatic? maybe you don’t want your voices knowing when you are having those type of personal bodily discomforts and because of that your subconscious just automatically makes it happen because of the fear receptors in your brain? any of this making sense?
wow you got abused for having symptoms? that must have been terrifying!
i am sorry if i made you more feel paranoid or anything, just that my voices and people who read my mind can feel everything i feel in my body… every embarrassing thing. which makes if hard for me to shower because i am body shy and worry about kids passing by on the streets who can also read my mind. don’t want anyone to see me naked or even feel me naked so closing my eyes doesn’t help much either.
well looking back on it (its a very dark part of my past I all but repressed until recently) I’d have to say I wasn’t exactly going around telling people about my imaginary friends and the worms I thought I had or anything else I thought made me sound crazy. I would make up plausible stories for what I was doing or acting or thinking. I suppose I can say now my dad simply didn’t understand and was simply responding with what he thought he needed to do. A couple times though I think it got waaaaay out of hand from frustration.