My 7 year wedding anniversary is coming up next week. We had a nice hotel and a whole trip scheduled for Phoenix, Arizona. We would’ve gotten on a plane this Saturday. I was really looking forward to it.
But my mental health is declining. I feel disconnected, slow, confused, and soooo foggy. I feel like I can’t control my thoughts.
I talked to hubby on the phone (he’s at the office). We decided to cancel the plane tickets, the hotel room, the rental car, etc. It’s too risky to go out of state while I’m feeling this way.
We are going to try to go visit Park City, Utah, though! We can easily drive there. I’m in Utah. I’m happy about that.
I hope I don’t lose my mind and end up in the hospital, though.
I am going to call the same-day psychiatric clinic tomorrow morning, as soon as they open. My psychiatrist is out of town, but she said the same-day clinic could help me, if needed.