Decided to be all alone

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@77nick77

I think if you have a close family that loves you or at least looks out for your welfare than seeing you giving up and turning your back on human companionship will hurt them very much. My mom just passed away but I know when she was alive that if I decided to do what you are suggesting that she would feel very hurt to see me alone.

in the short run yes, but in the long run she would understand. thats just my opinion

@77nick77

Cutting everybody out just doesn’t seem healthy to me. Meditating takes about 20 minutes or 40 minutes depending on your method. It’s not going to fill a whole day. Have you ever heard the term, “If you don’t use it, than you lose it”? Isolating may cause you to lose whatever little social skills that you have right now.

well i do work right now. So am occupied in work during weekdays. Yes the actual meditation takes about an hour though the effects (intense bliss) last for an entire day

[77nick77]

Good luck on whatever you decide.