It is March madness time. The time where Seniors who applied to colleges get the results of their admission.
I have a problem though…I can’t deal with rejection.
This may sound a bit pathetic, but I cannot handle being rejected. I drives me to insanity and suicidal depression.
My mind becomes obsessed with it. Voices repeat of how disappointed they are, how they are going to hurt me, how they are going to kill me if I get rejected. When I am rejected, I feel like they are right and might as well.
I have gotten into some schools but the fear of rejection pounds hard. I don’t know why.
It is like it stabs me.
How do you deal with it? How do you get it out of you’re head?
Sometimes i wish I could drill a hole in my brain and make it shut up.
What do you do when someone else gets accepted by something and you get rejected?