You should know that there really isn’t a standard to live up too. Honestly intellectual folk are rarely satisfied with the intellect of another. It’s all so different in so many ways.
What is disheartening when being around women is when their happiness leaves them and you can tell they are feeling insecure and disappointed and would rather get back to a place that is outside the stimulus that is bringing them there where they feel on top of things. All totally natural.
It’s kind of sad though. Men really do just like being around women because they’re pretty and they want to have sex with them. Women tend to totally dislike that as the undertone of the arrangement. They are worth more than that after all.
Really though I dated a woman who was a graduate with a bachelors in Physics. The roles can be reversed. She liked to taunt me though and totally disregard my opinion and basically my entire outlook on that body of knowledge. It is pretty disrespectful. I get that. Made the process interesting to see how that kind of ■■■■ affected me so I ran with it for a while.
She wasn’t that comprehensive though. Dealing mostly in theory. It was supposed to be a complimentary endeavor to discuss physics with her. We just kept hitting each others thought ceilings… though she was quicker to deny me any chance of knowing what I was talking about.
“Those headlights are flashing… god why are they flashing… they shouldn’t be able to do that… they should get it fixed.”
“The lights aren’t flashing… the road is irregular and the truck is bobbing up and down… it’s the angle of the lights that occasionally hits your eyes directly through the mirror… seems brighter momentarily.”
that concept seemed to totally escape her and she just wrote it off so she could be master of physics not needing influence. Blegh…
I didn’t mind in the long run. I’d have put up with that for life pleasantly if she had any monogamous intention at all. The abrasion was always quick to pass and immediately curbable just by smiling at her… besides the things she said weren’t all that different than what goes on in my mind.
Still she turned out to look pretty dumb all in all. Basically a drug addict who was trying to be cool at all times… typical early 20s mentality…
getting carried away here.
Just be happy. You don’t have to explain anything if you’re fun to be around and respond to messages. It does help to be open to deeper topics, but you seem to have that down already.
It’s patriachal and mysoginistic… but intelligent men are ridiculously smart. I don’t know many women who can really contend on that level of comprehension. That is blatantly sexist… but I seriously can’t wait for the day I’m proven wrong and a woman like that enters into my life… as a friend or whatever.
It’s probably gonna be that same ■■■■ lol… she’s just gotta grow up and get her fucken head straight and allow herself to see her mistakes instead of just running from them in stubborn defiance… carried away again…
I effing hate this town…