I’m dating a girl and at the beginning things were great. We had passion and connection but now I"m feeling that my heart is closed to her and to the world. We’re just dating but we call each other of love. It’s not congruent because we’re not in a relationship. We’re just dating and knowing each other. I already met her family amd they like me.
The thing is: I’m having some emotional issues because I’m dating her. I can’t express myself freely anymore. I feel I’m very stifled. She is sleeping beside me right now and I want to have a conversation with her. A conversation about our relationship.
I have some things to decide about my life yet. I’m discovering myself. I’m planning to start working at any job in order to have a better clarification of what my purpose is. I have also the limiting belief that, if I don’t have a purpose, I shouldn’t have a girlfriend. But I also think I should be okay with not having a purpose.