Cracks in my delusion

Does anybody else have delusions that are intricate and seem to have a theme. My are of a religious nature and made me convert to Christianity its like god was communicating with me. But I have started to see some cracks in my delusion and it has made me reevaluate all my beliefs and thoughts. My illness was so convincing I really understand now how religions probably came about.

I think religion is real. Whenever I go against religion with bad thoughts, I get bad energy around me and religious energy is much more healthy.

Yes, I think so for now when I think about it, but it’s very hard when you don’t know what’s real and what’s fake. I Will always be a christian

I saw a triangel in the sky representing the trinity. Thats when I became a christian I was an atheist from a muslim family before.

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Hallucinations can represent anything you decide it represents

how do you mean. Because I didn’t know what it stands for. Had to look it up online. Its very confusing

Because you saw it, looked it up and settled on a religious Christian answer. Triangles are used in otger religions, too

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Yes your right I dont know my mind is playing tricks on me. I realy have to move one from all the religious nonsens.

Definitely. There are all sorts of geometric shapes in narure. Man just makes up explanations to make sense of them.

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Yeah, it has been so long and too much to keep track of. If I could sit down and work it out I think I would find flaws. As it now, the thinking rules me. It is roughly thematic, but hard to sum up. Had other delusions on other themes before, but things changed.

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