I haven’t done much for the past couple of years. It just feels like I’ve been recovering from a year long psychotic episode that stunted my attention span, focus and stuff like that. I lived in an assisted living facility and there was this older guy who hated the fact that some of the people there didn’t work. He did have a point, but he looked for a job for a year and finally found a dish washing job. Then he thought he was better than the rest of the people there. Like he deserved more portions of food and stuff like that. I’m so glad I don’t live there anymore.
I’m going to college next fall and I want to work at a mental facility. I think having time off was crucial to my recovery. I think sometimes it’s good to do nothing and I don’t look down on other people for doing nothing. Sometimes that’s the smartest thing to do.