I believe I can think about somebody and they know. I do this thing with my head where it feels like it moves or something (its hard to explain… Like the middle of my mind tenses up) and that person is interrupted with whatever they’re doing and can hear me. It would be cool, if I didn’t do it constantly by accident to people I don’t want to be bothering.
I was just sitting outside smoking a cigarette and I felt like my great grandpa inside was trying to talk to me. I tried to talk back and I heard “I just got so emotional” and I figured it was because I was talking to him and he loves me so much… But then I heard “you’re different… You don’t think right.” Which brought me anxiety and worry. Now I’m trying to think and keep messing up…
What do you do when you can do the simple task if thinking anymore? And every time you try to think you get scared
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I can’t communicate with people in my head but some people can hear my thoughts. like they were just born with that 6th sense. I don’t choose who, but I know who.
I don’t have much advice for you, because when people hear my thoughts it’s constant intrusive thinking, controlled by whoever the ■■■■ is inside of me, and it makes up lies, to piss off whoever can hear me, or hurt them.
I try and push them away. this causes MY thinking to be very slow and stupid and … anything to remove the intrusive. it doesn’t work. it’s like they go at the same time. 2 thoughts, at once.
Woah. I’m dealing with the exact same thing. “This causes my mind to be slow and stupid” is what I’m really struggling with. Every time I think something I’m waiting for a response, usually negative and judgemental. I also feel like there’s someone inside me that takes over. Every once in a while I think “right” and feel like the old me. I almost want to cry because I miss me so much.
me to a T!!
someone is controlling me. because the way I react, the things I do, the things I think, there’s no way it’s ME doing it!
I have a birth mark, it’s an upside down cross. I’m not religious. never really have been. but I’m spiritual. I’m not alone in my body
I also have times where I feel ‘normal’ and it makes me happy. because I question if there’s even anything wrong with me.
all it takes is for everything to start up again, and I realize, no. I’m not normal.
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I was a ‘popular’ girl in middle school, had lots of friends and half ass good grades. I switched schools 8th grade and had less friends, but still was fairly liked by most.
good grades and a good relationship… it ended because I was doing good in school and he was slacking. shortly after the breakup, I literally couldn’t do school anymore. I spent most my day sitting in the office listening to music, and if I was in class, I had both headphones in. ■■■■ y’all.
I didn’t care. now I’m not in school. no job. no life. nothin. it’s a waiting game but I’m waiting for nothing.
What do you do when you can do the simple task if thinking anymore? And every time you try to think you get scared
Please get insurance, and keep trying meds. I got like you described and then started thinking I couldn’t die. I was hours from testing my theory when I picked up by the police who saved my life.
In short, you’re surviving on luck right now.
Get insurance. Get on new meds.
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