I feel like I’m constantly fighting something, Some kind of pressure, pain, thoughts.
I’ll be totally at peace and relaxed and it comes over me like a sheet. I feel like my brain gets zip tied or drug out of my head. It makes me hostile and edgy and rude to innocent people.
You are fighting this illness is a battle we have to constantly fight. I hope you feel better. But don’t be too hard on yourself.
That’s exactly how I feel. I need to have something to cling to (a goal) in order to make it through the fights I encounter. I also find nightime is much worse than during the day.
Thank you. I hope the best for you
Same here. But sometimes even reaching a simple goal seems nearly impossible. I’ll wake up in the morni g optimistic and kind and by the time dots night I hate the world