I’m confused whether I’m sza or not. In my younger years I feel like I did things for attention even though I was mildly paranoid about things I think majority of people would not be.
Now I’m stuck wondering whether my sister died and someone took her body out of the house and replaced her with her clone. It just seems to me to be something a sz or other person would think. So I try to tell myself that and that is why a part of me thinks I’m delusional. But because of how weird my boyfriend is I start to think it is real. My boyfriend wants me to get a capacity evaluation to prove I’m fine. And if I test fine then does that mean all the things I’m scared of will come true? Because I felt I would be captured before and the danger I felt felt so real. But this seems to be a common sz or related fear.
I just really don’t know. Especially because I feel like I was attention seeking before