Cold wind on my soul

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I get a cold chill in my soul at times and I’m not sure why… I’m having nightmares tonight and I wonder if I’m reflecting myself…

I loved a girl as a teen and I still have a soft spot for her and I am sometimes inspired to write about her…
I’m afraid she’ll come upon the songs online and think I’m psycho …
And maybe is why I’m having nightmares

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Even if she managed to find your songs online, how would she know they’re written for her?

And your songs have nothing psycho about them.

It’s cool that you use a former love or crush as an inspiration.

I’m sorry you’re having nightmares, drink some hot cocoa maybe.

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I do too. I have done things in the past that I don’t want people to know about.

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@crimby I have no secrets . I can’t cater to secrets or I’d be batty. I suggest everyone do a "confession " Catholic priests are supposed to stay quiet about confessions… I find its important to let the wind out of my soul too…
I’ve made it a point that every fool thing I’ve done I’ve confessed to a friend… but of course I wouldn’t confess pissing on a cop car to a cop or the like … yet if it were truly serious I would need to make ammends

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In AA they say “you’re only as sick as your secrets”. And they have the fourth and fifth steps - “made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves” and “admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs”. Maybe some day I can get around to doing the fourth and fifth steps.

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@HuckFinn Would make a good song in itself -

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Join the club !

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AA is where I learned the value of confessing my thoughts.

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I like the 12 steps better than religion.

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