This has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.
Been on a clinical trial since the 19th of last month. Ten days to go. Or 11.
Too much time to think about all of the bad things I’ve done in my life. Guilt-tripping to the max. To the point where I think even God won’t forgive me.
I think part of it was taking too much Ativan. That stuff can play tricks with your thought process.
Talking to my GF and others brings me back to where I calm down a bit.
Just hope I can get thru the rest of the time okay.
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Yes, it sounds difficult!
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I’ve been there before. It’s a very dark feeling to feel damned. You are loved though by many people. Take things easy my friend.
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Thanks @Jayster and @Montezuma!
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