I get coded messages or inserted voices in my head telling me that I can clear pathways to sanity and refreshen the structures by taking too many zyprexa and klonopin pills.
I tried this like 3 times and it didn’t work so I don’t think I took enough.
My husband has hidden my zyprexa and klonopin now though. So I’m left here needing them to regain my sanity but unable to.
My psych doc said I shouldn’t take more than prescribed because it will cause bad side effects and it’s unsafe and that it’s my illness saying all this.
You’re not a good candidate for clozapine in my opinion.
If you get urges to stop and start clozapine and you obey those urges like you’re doing with zyprexa, it could kill you. Clozapine dosing can’t be messed with.
Im sorry your having those horrible thoughts bitty. Maybe clozapine will take them away. Im in a diffrent situation but im also considering asking my pdoc for it. I think it would make things better if i could seperate that actual abusive peoe in my life from the mental illnesses. Clozapine might do the trick!