What do I do? My doctor’s nurse finally called back and got me an appointment for Friday morning. Do I take the appointment, and hopefully avoid the hospital. Or do I just say screw it and go inpatient tomorrow?
I kind of feel this way. I haven’t been normal since April. I remember it happening. I started going downhill while I was planning baby LED’s birthday party in April I started getting mixed up with PTSD stuff and things just never really got better. Just different. Now this.
I feel like I was finally starting to accept going to the hospital and then Blake gets the call about the appointment and poses it as a possibility and now I’m just really confused. I want to only need an appointment to fix this.
Go inpatient, 15 minutes with a doc once isn’t going to fix anything. From your posts just since I’ve been back (2 days), you look like you need intensive treatment. Hell, even a break from all demands can help. It gives your brain time to heal some. No matter what you choose I wish you a lot of luck.
I may be going to the crisis center myself after this evening if cursing neighbor out. I thought I was doing good. I need another ap added. Is it possible the appt you’re going to may put you in the hospital?
There’s a good possibility. Mr LED is saying I’m a danger to myself because I think I need to die. But I’m not really suicidal, so I don’t even know if they’ll admit me.