I won’t be able to afford a new one for a least 2-3 more months. Without the pc I can’t do freelance work, so there goes any hopes of an extra income. The pc is also my only way of communicating with the outside world as I can’t afford a phone.
I’m starting to panic. I’m having crying spells and anxiety and I don’t want to be here.
I know it’s stupid to get that torn up over a pc, but I’m having really bad emotions just thinking about how hard it will be to have nothing to do but sit in my room and stew in my thoughts.
What should I do?