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I just want to say that I’m not sure how much I’ve changed due to sza. I mean if I never had sza but was staying home all day what would I do different? I’m not sure. What would a normal me do. I don’t do much as it is besides eating, changing diapers and staring at a video game mostly afk. What could I be doing? I have no desire to be social, but I was never that socially inclined.

I’m finally having a day where I feel I could do what my normal self would do but I don’t know what it would be.


I think as I feel better I feel more worthless cause I could be doing more


I understand that worthless feeling @Moonwalker. I’m sorry you’re feeling that way. :frowning:


I feel like my normal self. I live my life to the greatest potential.


This sza has been so intertwined with my life for over twenty years now that I really don’t know where “sza me” ends and “normal me” begins. I just do the best I can and try to enjoy the good days.


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