ok,i was first for some things and never got some other things. for example,iwas disinterested in newspapers since my puberty… my apathy started like this :(… and I am worried it will never come back…my ex pdoc never knew to reassure me on this point. she was even saying that ill always suffer from negatives symptoms… I am getting old,34 years soon and if I can do it with struggle and little help of meds,probably to think better again will take a loot of time,no? sorry to be negative but I am a little bit scared of this,yes…