Cant stop crying

I want it to stop. I cant handle my mom and her words…i cant handle it. I keep flashback over and over about the microchip and then when I passed out. I want it to stop…its that people do so much in the dark that never comes to light. I cant stop crying. I want it to stop. I care too much about justice. I dont want justice I want peace and understanding and I want to sleep but now that I cried so much I could prob relax I feel completely alone and misunderstood. I feel worse than before.

I dont want to believe it was a microchip implant and that the nurse lied.

Sorry you are feeling bad. What microchip implant are you talking about?

they wont let me respond with whatever

Im worried if I dont shut up now I will be put under was microchipped some medical RFID implant but it wasnt true I was never a heroin addict and it makes me so mad. Then a few months later I passed out random not sure if its related or heat stroke but there was nothing wrong with me when I was checked out. I mean ok its just morally wrong to have so many secrets that cant be explained I have too many. I cant talk about this and people are saying its becoming more so that you cant speak about medical malpractice so I feel in order to defend humanity should speak up about my side effects and experiences.

I hav gained weight from Aristada and how the heck is this crap even working oh well. I dont want to be put under. Now I am having a weird blood skin reaction after the blood clot. I keep obsessing its Pfizer vaccine cuz the conspiracy that the vaccine caused to kill us all. Or maybe just some of us. but I have red hives and rash all over me and it burns and it was random. I went to the doctor and she shrugged it off and gave me antibiotics but it makes no sense its a random bacteria infection that happened literally in a matter of a few hours? It makes no sense to me.

The Pfizer vaccine is not a vaccine used to kill us all. I have had both shots and I am fine.

I was around some unvaccinated people I am worried its like i reacted to being around them but instead broke out in hives.

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I might have covid delta varient. I tried to warn him about it. I suspected this something was off. I have no other symptoms this time but I could be spreading it now so thats bs that the nurse didnt tell me to get a test or even wear a mask. I need to be tested for covid19 asap. It looks and is exact as the article. Its on the top between my toes, on my arms, itchy, red, splotchy, painful when I scratch it and I am feeling sorta delirius and upset.

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Yeah, it sounds like you should get tested as soon as possible. Maybe try to quarantine yourself as much as possible in the meantime. I dunno if you have it or not but it doesn’t hurt to be careful.

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It just makes no sense to me what the urgent care nurse said. It came on suddenly within hours of contact with someone/two people. One a young teen who was sick today but the parent doesnt want them vaccinated etc. Also this person lied to me and said he was vaccinated before I met him and then told me he wasn’t but was worried I wouldn’t come over. So he lied. And now I might have covid because the dude prob has asymptomatic covid19. I am mostly mad he lied about being vaccinated.

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Covid has a significantly higher incubation period than that. 2 to 14 days according to www.health.harvard.edu/. typically in 4 to 5 days. So I wouldn’t think your symptoms would be from that contact.

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ok well I met him on monday spent the night a couple times. I have been with him all week pretty much off and on thats enough time and the rash started and is getting worse each day today its worse than yesterday I took the antibiotics I dont feel them doing anything for real I dont think this is a random bacteria infection that just appeared coincidentally after being around someone I mean it makes no sense to me so I thought maybe I reacted to wool or something maybe it was dust or pollen but I cant think of any other reason then them being unvaccinated and his son seemed like he had covid but had no fever and was in bed all day too and so I dont think it was a good idea to have ever gone there and I am not leaving the house anymore at all or at least this area I went to a more crowded area too like more people congested and I am more outside in the country so this is why I suspect I have been exposed to a virus a person a virus from a person I know it it keeps telling me it is but I wont die I will be ok the worst is that if I have blood clots a rash is not a good sign.

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Like I said. I still think it’s worthwhile to get tested. You never know. I hope your antibiotics clear it up but it never hurts to get more medical tests.

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I mean would antibiotics hurt if it was the virus. I dont know. I cant be sure until i find out whats going on. Maybe the blood clot was a reaction to being exposed to covid in the hospital and not the vaccine. It makes more sense there was no reaction to the vaccine but that covid is more widespread than people are aware of.

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