Of being gaslighted by my pdoc as I have suspicions he is out to get me. I had a few beers the other night and my thoughts around secret folders and my pdoc out to get me, they were intense and obsessive, I fired a email off to my community nurse but on reflection I don’t think it was a good idea. Although I am convinced their is something wrong with my pdoc the thoughts aren’t as obsessive as when I was drinking. I worried to open uo to my community nurse when I see him Monday These are the main things
- I have a guardian angel**
- I can’t stop thinking about the ghost I saw when I was 5 years old in the kitchen.
- I believe the guardian angel and the ghost are related - I believe it has a special meaning.
- I know they have secret folders on me
- I believe there is a conspiracy against me
- I think I’m being gaslighted to make me look ill.
- I obsessively think about it when I’ve had alcohol