I guess i’m not worried about becoming unwell again all that much.
I just wanted to relate to someone. I feel lonely but i can’t stand company. I can remember this before other episodes. I am a bit concerned. I just want to sleep or be on my own all the time. I’m not really delusional just slightly obsessed with negative things about myself. I’m slightly worried about my relationship with my husband because i don’t want to be with him but i don’t want to be with my mum either so i don’t really know what to do ? just tell them and then isolate myself until i feel differently?
I also have been having mood swings to energetic as hell and antsy.
from tired, listless, not bothered about anything except getting through the next half hour.