I just want a break for a while. Get out of the internet headspace. I need to take a break. How about a month
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The real reason is that i plan to do a bunch of drugs like weed and lsd soon and i don’t want to disturb people. Please suspend me @moderators
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I don’t think anyone on here can encourage you to do drugs. Why you wanna do them? If you feel unstable, go see your pdoc and talk to him instead of doing drugs.
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You’ve been having a rough go of it lately, why would you want to intentionally make that worse by doing drugs that you know will cause your symptoms to get worse?
Please take care of yourself.
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Rabbit, I don’t want to cut you off from support when you clearly need it. I think the reason you want to be suspended is so nobody can tell you you deserve more than you’re giving yourself right now. Is your visit home going badly?
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No. Its going alright. Im just lonely and feel like everyone is out to get me. Substances have always been there for me. I feel so free when im tripping. Sometimes i like when my mind is untethered from reality. Im sad my Dad can barely walk with a cane. I feel awful most of the time and i hide it with drugs. I’m just a nuissance to everyone. And I’m tired of everyones opinions when no one cares about mine. I feel dead inside and the psychedelics make me feel alive. Like i want to live
I know you’ve already heard this, but psychedelics only cause long-term harm to your brain, even if the short-term effects are enjoyable. I understand that you’re desperate for something that gives you relief from your depression, and I wish I had a solution for you. Stay here though, because you’re not bothering us.
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