I’ve felt almost fully recovered the last 3 months, but what is strange is I feel so exposed and vulnerable without my voices and delusions, I feel as if I can almost revisit almost my past delusions, and combine them with what I consider “evidence” or proof of an existence of a God, which can be terrifying because I’m doomed to a lake of fire for eternity in the church I grew up in, have you ever felt this way before? Like you were healing but were confronted with what you consider evidence? And also the fact that the peace and quiet can kinda be pretty scary as it gives me room to think about all the negative things in the Bible, in a non-psychotic way?
The less paranoid I became, the scarier it was in a way. I felt like I should be on my guard all the time to survive. It took some getting used to.
Yeah it’s not really like that, since all my delusions and symptoms were Bible related, now that I’m not hallucinating, I think of it a scarier and saner way
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You are free to talk about delusions you had but we cannot have a discussion of the bible that is not directly related to your delusions, so please keep that in mind in this thread. No religious discussions are allowed.
Any sort of change that takes you out of your comfort zone is terrifying. You can eventually learn to enjoy this as a challenge, but it takes time and is not easy.
Im not ever specific in the bible
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Ok, thats fine, but please just stick to your delusions, not your personal beliefs on God and the Bible. Your intitial post in this thread had me questioning whether or not I should close it.
Recovery has been awesome for me. I switched to Lurasidone about 2ish years ago and its worked out great!
I’m not religious so the Bible means nothing to me. there is some stuff in it I agree with and some stuff I think is wrong or stupid. My psychosis was never religious in any way.
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