My voices always drag me into the same ■■■■■■■■. Thoughts with feelings attached. It’s been so repetitive though that I’ve become desensitized. I wish they would become more positive. I get an occasional this is awesome. Ultimately it’d be best if they just went away. They like to play like they are real people esp when I start thinking that they are. It’s just so ■■■■■■■ pointless I’ve learned my lesson I know who I want to be and how I want to operate. It’s just gonna take time to get there. I’m allowing this telepathy ■■■■ to change me into a better person. I’m starting to rant so I’ll cut this off.
Yeah delusions of thought broadcasting are the worst. It makes everybody seem like perfect people because they all get a long. I go through phases where I don’t believe it’s real and those are typically good days but I always end up playing the game of it to see if I can live up to this ideal that has been established for me as to what a human should be. There is just a major drought of activity and stuff to think about in my life.