My boyfriend is better than any therapist and basically says the same thing the therapists plus more.
I don’t think I would be the only dictator because they create clones and many of them through plastic surgery. But no one believes this. I hope it’s not true. But I had visions of it.
Hmm.
‘North Korea and South Korea officially are still at war. … Despite this, 15 million people visited South Korea in 2018, and it is still considered one of the safest destinations in the world.’ (From Google).
I’m Still Confused, Unfortunately… . …
The boyfriend isn’t scary then?
Stay with family. It is safe with your family… get meds adjusted … you will be okay…
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Yeah you definitely need a doctor. You sound far to suspicious of unrealistic threats.
But what if it’s real?
Superb album… I must say…
It isn’t real… don’t worry about this… focus on getting better.
I just keep thinking about scary movies where the character realizes their fears are true. I sort of had a freak accident when I cut my neck. I’m scared of more freak things to happen.
I agree. You may be in need of a hospital visit.
I don’t know. Do you live near North Korea? I don’t know what kind of country you live in. If you’re worried about things like that, you need a new boyfriend.
I live in the U.S. I feel bad because I feel like I should move away. But not sure.
What meds are you on?
Zyprexa and Trileptal.
You need to tell your pdoc exactly what you tell us and how much it scares you. I’m on Aristada 440 every 4 weeks and don’t have delusions anymore.
I used to belive my actions led to natural disaster or my friends having bad things happen to them.
I still struggle with one, namely if I think of a bad thing, it will happen.
I feel like people are watching and they will make this happen because they feed off my fear. Or something like that.
They’re not, though. I know it’s hard to believe us because the delusions are so strong. They get hooks in and won’t let go. A different and maybe stronger med can help.
It’s such a relief when you come out of it. One day it hits you that the belief is not strong or totally gone. And you’re able to reason.
Please be honest with your pdoc.
I’m just scared that my boyfriend is actually the devil and he is indicting me by saying I’m not mentally ill and therefore deserving of being given plastic surgery to make me the dictator.
The devil is real in religion and is actually a prosecutor in the heavenly court.
The devil you know only exists in one religion. There’s a lot more without “him”. And a human can’t be a supernatural being. They just don’t exist. You really need to avoid all religious material when in the grips of this because you misinterpret things.
The Pope says the devil is a real person.