I am very very excited! My boyfriend of 4 years went off the the navy about ten months ago. I have been missing him terribly, because he was a great support and very close friend to me. We have definitely been calling/video chatting but this is the first time I will see him in person.
…However, I’m a bit nervous because even though he understands my dx(more or less), I kinda promised nothing would go wrong when he left and convinced him I was stable.
This was a complete lie, and I sort of ended up institutionalized when he was away. He knows of this, but I can’t help but feel like this reunion is going to have an elephant in the room… He already knew about the psychosis I had from first hand experience, but now he knows a lot more than ever. I’m afraid this might be awkward in someways when it shouldn’t be.
Anyone experience something similar? How do people react…Any advice? Thanks