Blah blah blah blah on and on

That’s how my brain feels. That’s what it sounds like when people talk. I have to concentrate and it hurts. My brain is turning into some kind of crazy mushed up mess. And Zoloft isn’t helping yet so I’m almost housebound and stupid OCD. Even this…i know I’m rambling but there’s stuff I want to get out and i don’t know how. This last hour has been really bad. Turned from a happy sad kinda day to non stop craziness. Not that anyone could tell. I’m just sitting back in my chair and chilling. My kids Other than my oldest daughter are at their dad’s place for the week. My daughter is pretty self sufficient at 17. So I can just sit here and get lost in the craziness of my brain. Hopefully I fall asleep and it all just shuts up