“Im gonna sit right here until i die.”
Thats what i did during my “psychosis”. I ended up in mort’s hometown and after so much torture i just sat by the river and i meant to just stay there until i was dead.
I almost made it to if it hadn’t been for the christian that showed up after i saw the light being in the tree. I almost made it out.
It’s just a meaningful lyric because i tried to do that.