My life is done.
My brain feels as if its blown off and numb.
i cant think properly.
in fact its very difficult to formualte a thought.
i find it difficult to study or grasp things or execute a mental task.
and i dont think its gonna improve.
been on meds for 11 years now and there is no improvement.
all that meds have done is removed my violent behavior but except that nothing.
life is a big challenge for me now.