I am a lot tougher mentally….. because of everything I have been going through. And that makes me get through my suffering easier. And I have a good amount of experience with suffering….so that helps as well.
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I guess, it makes you appreciate things a bit more.
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Good things Jake, keep fighting the good fight
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If you suffer and survive, you will be a stronger person.
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Absolutely. What dont kill you only makes you stronger!
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That is a good point…. I forgot about that quote.
Way to make progress with recovery @Jake
I really got to the point where I don’t suffer anymore but instead, I become frustrated agitated tormented angered and fearful. I don’t believe in no pain no gain I’m more like no brain no gain for me. It’s not how much I suffered. It’s how much I’m traumatized by any suffering. So I’m trying to intellectualize any trauma I am experiencing now and how it’s affecting me. I’m not suffering at the moment. But I do realize what I’m experiencing is what I would call trauma. And I’m finding a way to deal with trauma instead of suffering. It’s fear for me personally it’s very uncomfortable feelings that won’t stop that I fear are endless. It’s experiencing life in a way. That’s very uncomfortable for me. I am becoming mentally stronger also, and also mentally clearheaded more and more focused. Since I don’t like suffering, I must personally live my life in a responsible way to avoid it. And build myself and my strength in an intelligent way. A way that makes sense to me personally.
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