Speaking to The Irish Times Women’s Podcast, Mackie says that an OCD diagnosis was never on her radar: “I just thought OCD was like, you know, touching the lights 15 times and washing your hands, so I really had no idea about it”.
The mental health condition can manifest in many ways, but for Mackie it sometimes took the form of “bizarre, weird or distressing” thoughts. “Wondering if I was real, if the world was a simulation. Were my parents robots? And that’s why I thought I had schizophrenia, because I thought this is psychotic,” she tells podcast presenter Róisín Ingle.