Being of love

Unusual Beliefs
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one of my favorite yet most stressful unusual beliefs I’ve had has been about being a being of pure love who has been sent on a mission to grow love within people’s hearts. I get into states where I believe I am the spiritual child of a love goddess whose soul was sent to the earth to show it what love really is.

it’s kinda great, because when I’m like that I make people feel really good and I have pretty high self esteem. on the other hand, it makes me easily taken advantage of since I believe I am meant to suffer a great deal of pain in the pursuit of love, and I end up putting my all into things when there isn’t really anything there. it makes any kind of heartbreak almost unbearable too since it makes me believe I’m failing at my mission.

currently I’m having a lot of these thoughts although I’m well aware of it being a delusion lol. just thought I’d share it while it’s on my mind. any replies are much appreciated :two_hearts::two_hearts::two_hearts:

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Sounds like a pretty intense way to feel. It’s good that you know it’s a delusion. I am sza bipolar type so i know all about intense highs and lows. It can be quite a lot to deal with.

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Oh and welcome to the forum, by the way!

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Hey, I think that’s a great delusion! Beeing sent to make others feel love and feel loveable too!
It’s normal being scared of feeling of so much “fulfilling on the mission of love quest” and not worrying about the downsides of such a uphill mood.
Don’t worry, you don’t have to feel great pain on the pursuit, wish for the best and with a little luck your delusions will disappear :wink:

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Keep making good art, that is one way of actualizing such a belief.

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