I had a form of covid19 in 2020 but it wasn’t covid/it was like my body was preparing me for covid, and I somehow had the symptoms and was wiped out for a few days but no one around me got ill, and then there was a “mild” variant around this area that was slowing down the actual variant when the outbreak happened. Like a virus against a virus/why can’t the scientists weaponize a less harmful virus to outbeat the other variants? So that’s what happened, and I went the whole year without covid. I wore a mask and social distanced, but never got ill just had a month or so with headaches and fatigue and got tired of being stuck inside and quarantine allt he time. Then I got the pfizer vaccine. It made me feel light–like a burden had been lifted after the first dose, I thought it was going to kill me- but i could feel it boosting my immunity maybe a bit too much so now I am like hyper-sensitive to the flu, when I already was, which is also linked to schizophrenia, because of being born during winter my immune system went into shock and overrdrive, causing symptoms of stress that cause symptoms like schizophrenia to happen and continue, because its something we learn in the womb/genetic, our survival skill/adaptive not mal-adaptive in my case at least. And I do consider my form of schizophrenia as more like a gift like John Nash or Sylvia plath just misunderstood type of genius. a few people say they got the vaccine/and Im just sitting there I start to feel naseous or my ear rings to the right, I can pick up on things- then she says I got the flu for a month after the vaccine. I am really sensitive.
I think my friend may have either lied about having been vaccinated because he didnt have a vaccine card/and he told me he had had a confirmed case of covid in the past and he may have given me covid. I can feel it. I’ve been sneezing all morning. I spent all night with him last night like four hours at the casino but it was mostly empty. My dad is really mad at me and Im scared I have covid.
Should I go get a test? That just occurred to me, hey there are tests now. I might need to go get one but I can’t bring myself to ask my dad and I dont have a car…