Being Aware

I can’t explain it enough. I know that those who choose to be blind will never see. That much I’ve learned about the unknown. I am at the point I don’t even want to try to explain it. It’s not that special. But I’d rather at least know I know then be treated like I’m stupid for thinking I am. It’s one thing to have specific information, and another to have it prior to having it materialized?

it sounds to me you need to talk to your shrink or therapist…i no it is hard, but there are things in life that are beautiful, try and focus on them not the rubbish.
fill your life with things that will temporarly make you laugh, that is what i try and do.
enough of those things linked together , fill and make a day. then you do the same the next day and so on…
know that i care
take care