I spend most of my time alone. All I do is see people when I go shop for groceries.
I used to exercise and take long walks to have something to do. But I need to do physio so I can straighten my back out.
I avoid public places because some fu-cks spread rumors about me. They talk trash about me. They laugh and treat me badly. It’s never enough for these people. They want me to kill myself. All so they can feel good about themselves. It’s really sick!
I’m alone, but it’s by design. 
I have the same problem
Hang in there man… Do y let the darkness win…
Your a good guy bro… Really hope we both get some relief… 
Hi AKendrick
I deal with it by occupying myself with nice food good music, charity groups.
It feels good to sit there and not be judged.
That’s what I do the most of the time beside my work and relaxing, sometimes I hear me saying to the newsspeaker e g since when she is interested in football
I picked up a few things from the psych ward and one of them is that chatter really does help.
Just, like, some type of background noise.
That’s nice Zoe… Glad you have some way to deal with it . Thinking my projects and meditation is all I can really throw at it.
I went out and met people.
It’s the fear that people will hurt me man. It’s lonely but safe In My apartment 
Not to freak you out, but bad crap can happen wherever you are. Equally bad things with equally bad outcomes can happen when you’re alone with no one to call for help. You just have to push past it, get out, and Do The Things.
Awww I hope u make friends one day!!
I’m very often paranoid around people. That’s why I stay home 95% of the time. And I live alone, and I like it that way. I may be alone, but I’m never lonely. And I have no pets and don’t want any. I have only one very good, longtime friend. We talk by phone several times a day.
I’m happy alone because I keep very busy by myself with multiple solo hobbies, activities and interests.
That’s awesome skinny! I’m glad you found something that actually worked for you. I guess when I’m busy I feel pretty decent but when the day ends and Im done with hobbies I feel like my life is really empty.
I’m sorry @AKendrick. What is it that you want? What would fulfill you?
To be honest I don’t know. I guess what I really want is a partner so I won’t be alone all the time. My hobbies fulfill me for the most part but having someone by your side just sounds really good …idk
I think it would be a lot worse without this site tho
People who hate and want to destroy someone emotionally or so do not want them to have any allies or friends.
They will do everything to remove all their friends etc by lying or doing whatever so that they are all alone or almost all alone.
They will bully one person with rest of society using politics and all kinds of nasty methods.
i always feel alone everytime. even though i have roomates. i have a few small dogs. i try to overcome my lazyness. after walking out the apartment i feel lightheaded and nervous, after 2 minites of walking i feel calm. maybe i have OCD. everytime you have OCD youll eventually wont regonize your daily patterns and the chores your suppose to do. try not using your phone allot or videogames.
Thanks . I know your trust worthy sacredneigh7 