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Begging our lord

I keep begging him, and telling him to, barking at him, threatening him,…

But he just won’t kill me.

He really doesn’t answer prayers does he.

God, if you love me you will kill me, set me free from this.

Maybe he created me to beg him to kill me and not get an answer.

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It gets better hun. Hold on in there.

That’s a prayer God usually doesn’t answer…
And the one time I even tried to do it myself with poison God pulled off Mark 16:18 “if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them”

Like Martin said, things get better…this is only temporary.

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